| Epiphany. That has to be it. Never will I draw something as charming as her ever again. |
| I am 17 year-old part-japanese kid who has been living the monotonous life of a shut-in ever since dropping out of college almost 4 or 5 months ago. I call it that, but it's not like I wanted to. But oh well. Not like I was taking it any seriously anyway. Well, a bit only. When I started college, everything changed--my grades started out as pretty high, I was trying a little bit more than usual, I was able to fully excercise my self-control, and the like. But I suppose I've been living the mediocre life for so long, that adding a little bit of diligence to the mix only makes it feel even more mediocre. Or maybe its just that I found these little distractions called [friends]. It could also be the fact that my allowance went down, slowly, and slowly, and my mom kept borrowing my savings. I suppose the increased [income] was the one fueling my desire to work slightly bit hard. But yeah, in the last few months my life has been steadily going downhill, although with a few saving leaps at times, but those don't really help that much. I'm still falling down either way, I'm just prolonging my suffering. And its really not like I'm trying to do anything about it. Life is so tiring. I'm hoping maybe one day I'll start caring again, and do stuff about my life. Or maybe I'll just wait a few months more, when I'll be transferred to another school and start studying to become a seaman. I don't like the sea all that much, compared to the mountains at least, but hey, it sounds like a pretty cool life to me. I could just stare at the wide sea or hangout in the engine room, both providing their own unique tunes. |
Another wasted year...
GET ON AIM OR IRC
FEMNGI NEEDS TO TALK TO YOU
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Peace and Love~
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